Wow well I gotta ask Kayla to fix the NYC layout :) but I haven't updated in awhile. Summer is pretty ehhhh so far. I miss Kaiiiluh who is in Boston! Everyone's been in and outta town. Eep. I miss everybody. Summer school is finally over. Gov't sucked ass! I'm so glad it's over. Computers was really easy and whatnot. I'm glad that's over too though. Me and my family went to Memphis, TN for the week. Just got back on Saturday.  It was ok. Met the hottest  tour guide ever.... Visited Graceland. Etc Etc I'm super glad to be home.

I wish drama with everyone would subdue. Idk i feel like almost everyone hates me lately..maybe they do.

I also keep disappointing people..

But anyways, Warp is this friday. Woo Woo. I'm super duper excited! Then my family's going to Rockport for the last week of July. Pretty Sweet i guess. I don't want summer to end! I haven't even bought my Summer Reading books yet.

Pues... I'm off. <3

So I'm 17 today and I haven't updated in forever.

I don't feel much older or different, but a lot has happened this past year. I've changed as a person, at least a little bit, and i think my priorities are much different. I've definetely put more effort into school and GPA and w/e... but I've also tried to have a bit more fun. I've had ups and downs with lots of people. I love my friends, but I've had just as many ups and downs with them and my family and everything.

Junior year is still kicking my ass but hey, 3 more weeks, three more long weeks. In the next 2 however--- SAT and AP exams. Gah. Then finals. And it begins, the chaos begins.

Today was okay at school, but not great. lol. idk it was boring, no one really did anything.. Well Devin brought me gummy worms and a sign! It was cute. Gomez didn't even know it was my birthday until he heard me talking about it after school. Our advisory has "birthday buddies" and w/e but no one really did anything. I was a lil emo, more than i should've been though i guess. Blah.. I appreciated the calls and texts at midnight though :] i got 5 and it was essiting. I might do a bday dinner in 2 weeks, but I'm losing interest. I don't really think anyone cares all that much. Oh well.

I just got back from my grandma's house. She cooked me dinner, arroz con pollo, frijoles, tamales (from rubens) - my fav- and baked me a yellow cake. It was delish and very cute. She got very emotional on me. There were tears. It was pretty much depressing but cute. Tonight Bryan's taking me to dinner I think. :)  I'm excited lol.

Tomorrow is our history group presentation and we're totally unprepared woo-hoo. *apathy* i really don't care. Oh well, schools overrated. lol thats my mood and w/e i'm sticking with it. <3

Sorry if this is depressing or angry or anything sounding. It's unintentional I'm in kind of a weird mood. Well Much love <3